I thought while zy is in school in the morning, I could sew something simple for the shop. But I was wrong. After sending zy to school today, I spent my morning surfing net and waiting for time to pass before going to the school again at noon. That's how much I miss zy.
Anyway, I cried again today when I saw zy crying helplessful while being fed lunch by his teacher. I almost dashed into the classroom and zy was shocked to see me that he jumped up. We hugged and he was smiled at me. My heart melted.
Maybe we should not have decided to send him to childcare at such a young age.
I'm feeling guilty.